so scared of my leg. my ankle still hurts when i touch the hollow area. I think i injured my nerves. oh no... i now wear the ankle support all day. my knee seems ok ... i not sure. cos when i touch the side.. its pain but i touch the side of my other knee.. the degree of pain is like the same.. i not sure is i injured both knees or the left knee is ok...

haiz. i shld have read my horoscope on the saturday morning. then this wun happen.

its been only like 2 days and i already miss him.. Oi! snap out of it... its not meant to be lor... i know deep down nothing will happen between us lah... oh well.. life goes on after i return to perth... hehe

oh my poor legs... pls recover... i need u to tour leh... now have to go do excerise on the legs... that is do cycling... haha...

I should post the holidays trip i've been since i went back to Sg and france but haven complete yet as i haven upload the pictures yet but will post soon.. and more to come hehe!

today i will post something abt today. Today he went back to SG. for 2 weeks to get the ingredients for the CNY dinner. its just 2 weeks only so will be ok. YTD he came over as my mum made him soup as he was still sick. then he was jealous my parents dote me and my sis as both of his parents has passed away. then my mum say she already treat him like son. MY GOD! that mean i only can call him BROTHER! wahaha! ok lor! nice having a brother too! hehe!

then b4 he left how nice of him still ask if i want anything from SG. aiyo i know i think toooo..... much lah... i know i know. he only really treat me like xiao mei mei lah... haha... better than nothing lah...

worst is yet to come. today i nearly got knocked over by my dad's car. i did get knocked over but just a little bit. twisted my left knee and my right ankle. it all happen so fast. i only remember talking to my mum then i got hit by my dad. left leg got twisted then right leg nearly went under the wheel.

i still able to walk but a bit aching. nearly gave my dad a heart attack. he never expect me to come out of the road and i never expect him to move. (we were in a carpark) both of us was at fault. my mum was so mad at my dad. she keep saying if he haven stopped in time, i will be under the car! but i'm ok.

came home, rub some chinese medicine and wear knee guard and ankle guard. call my sis she asked me to call a doctor if needed as i had travel insurance. they will cover all expenses. i think i'm really ok now. but i dun know what will happen if we go tour next week. 8 days tour 5 countries. hmm... i hope i will be ok. but it was the scariest thing that happen in my life ever. same goes for my dad. he keep saying this is his first time hitting a person and worst the person is his daughter. i keeping telling him i'm fine. i hope i am i think i am...then my mum say it is a bad year for all 3 of us as she read the chinese horoscope book! pengz! she ask me to be careful when i go back. haiz...ok lah.. i go rest my 2 fat legs.. wahaha!!!

Opps i did it again!

Again, i have fallen for someone i should not have. He is cute, sweet and funny. But i know its impossible. 1: he is 15 yrs older than me; 2: he is my dad's collegue (dun worry he is single); 3: its just impossible.
read my horoscope, it says impossible too. I have to think about a lot of issues. well i think is true. never been in a relationship before no idea what will happen in any situations. like i say i always let my emotions get the better of me. suddenly i feel i'm being very desperate. haha! i do enjoy my single life. do what i want and etc. but yet part of me do feel lonely. maybe i'm all alone in perth. i dun know. haha!

i think when i return to perth, i will forget abt him bah.. haha.. cos i will be so stress with my studies... keke...

With Dora at Fremantle - Fri, 7th of Dec

Today, Dora and i went Fremantle to get some sweets and noughts. I got mingfen sweets and Dora got her relatives and friends lots of noughts and souviners. I also got the girls in my A4 class something hope they like it.. but didn't get for ah nie cos i think she in AUS so shld be no need i guess.. the most i give her something else.. hehe... then we went to have our lunch. We ordered seafood platter for 2. Its not as big as i thought as i went to a restuarent that serves much bigger at a lesser price. The fish and chip was alright. Can't really tell the difference. No idea why ppl say its the best there?! LOL.


The Seafood Platter


A picture of me and Dora

Woo.. i'm so fat! OMG! then we went to take some pictures at a park in Fremantle. Still waiting for Dora to send it to me.. hehe... She is returning to Brunei soon.. going to miss her. :( Such a good friend. Can't wait to go back SG to see my sis and go France to see my parents. Miss them so much.

Results out at wed 00:00. tue 12mn... so scared. i hope i will pass all. bought so many clothes for myself. OMG! spend so much.. now i can't spend anymore... i'm broke! Yes ! No money already! go back only can eat cheap cheap food. Budget... must lose weight too. LOL...

Bought a boots for my jie jie as her Xmas gift cum bday gift cos it so expensive!!! but i love her. bought daddy and mummy a christmas present as well. can say its also their belated mother's day, father's day and their bdays' present. hehe! I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! i know they love me too. my luggage so packed.. headache. overload already! got to take some winter clothes out. dun want to get charged at the airport. tired.... hehe.. 2mr going harbour town to change my sis boots size... sleepy! hehe... can't wait to go back!

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sad news

my mum told me last nite my dad is sick. The sickness is smoking related. i'm quite upset. having such a mix feelings rite now. Since young, i know this day will come but part of me hopes it doesn't come at all. But what hurts me more, he still wants to smoke. still wants me and my sis to buy cigettres. I was so upset. He know smoking will do him no good now.. he still wants.. dun he want see me go down the aisle if i ever get to do it?!

It made me think twice. if i ever fail and/or unable to continue studying, i maybe will go back SG to work so he could retire. I care about how ppl look and think of me in the way that i spent so many years in Aus but unable to finish my degree but, i rather come out work and let my dad retire, spend living stress-free.

Now i have a confuse mind, dun know what to do. I really want him to enjoy rest of his life work free but i'm currently unable too. My dad should change his life style now. when i go over, i will make him walk with me on weekends. I love him but hate his sturboness. :(

Headache. planning a gathering is really tired. i'm bored too... nothing to do.. nothing to watch... i want watch some dvds or drama.. sobz!!! haiz....just so damn bored. so fat now.. so hot outside... haiz!!!....i dun know what to do.. BORED!

Simply Can't Stand Her Man!

i just dun understand how she thinks. the bin is already very full on wed nite. she stuff it with more of her pile that night. i refuse to throw it away that night. she shld know how to throw away. she shld learn. we are her housemate not her maid. but no of cos she didn't....

ytd i came home after studying in uni. she went home to mandurah... she sort of cleaned her room but she didn't put away her stuffs in the living room.. she didn't even wash the dishes she used like 2 weeks ago. kylie and i refuse to wash, or clean for her. Y shld we pick up after her?!
i was more pissed off by the bin. the fact that it was already very full on wed nite, yet she kept on throwing more of her junks in the bin. its obvious its already full yet she still can throw more and more stuffs plus.. no space throw on the kitchen table.

WTF!!! she has a brain but y she didn't use it?! its not difficult for her to tie up the bag and throw it out. its not that hard. i absolutely have no idea how she thinks. her brain izn't that small. u dun even have to use much brain cells to think. MY GOD!... my mum asked to me to look for another place but its not that easy. you have to move house which means i have to tear down my computer table and my desktop.. etc... very troublesome.... anyway i have another yr left.... i can bear with it... the most i throw and throw the rubbish bag.. fine... but i will never do her dishes for her... i just thinks she needs to learn to wash her own dishes, throw the rubbish and do the house chores....

I told kylie, if the stuffs are still there after exam... i'm going to throw them away... but she told me she is the daugther of Rhonda so we can't say her. True! well... i think after exam.. i will throw all her stuff from the living room in her room, dun wash her dishes...

Just simply cannot stand her... she is 5 times worst than me!... MY GOD! i'm messy in my room but not in the living room. I know my limit when it comes to messy. Too messy i cannot stand... i will clean... she.. haiz!!! PLS GROW UP!!!!! you are 19 already!!!! HOPELESS!!!!!