i haven blog for a while... hmm.. where to start...

uni starts.. tax and audit is really tough. they both are important units and everyone ask me y i put them together. i dun know. sobz. now i haven chosen it.. i got to stick to it... can't fail.. nonono....

having a tax online quiz.. haven study yet. oh god... come on jen u can do it. i think on wed or tue i saw a guy that looks like daniel. damn it... make me think of him again.. sigh... anyway... i only can say.. oh well he is like million miles away. no chance lah... hehe... better get back to my books.. i'm 3 weeks behind!!!!! nonono

1/3/08

Today i found out that i didn't manage to score grade 7 for all the 4 sections in my IELTS test so which means i won't be able to apply for PR. My friends over here ask me to retake. I don't know. Don't feel like retake. Not that i don't like perth. I do love it here. Its just my heart is with my sister. I miss her so much... excuse. i think i just miss the life in Singapore. but that doesn't mean i wun miss the life here. I will too. the main thing is i am afraid i might be able to get a job here. You need at least a PR to get a job plus they look at your grades. In SG, they look at your grades too but at least i dun have to worry abt the citizenship. so i think i will return to SG.

But i will still give driving another try. I am still scared. i still have the fear in driving... but i will force myself to overcome it... i hope i do.. but i think i will give myself a limit. if i fail 3 times. i think i will stop. i dun know. see how it goes.

yesterday came home, browse through facebook. i think i found him - daniel. no pic though so not for sure. but his location is in france with a few sinagpore friends. wondering is it him. it has his surname. haha.. oh no! i'm still thinking of him... come on jen.. forget him already.. its never going to happen... snap out of it... grow up... argh!!! okok.. better get back to my tutorials.. so many to read and do... 3rd yr units are really really really tough! all the best to me lah.

My whole trip in general

I was advice that.. to write it short and simple... actually i am also kind of lazy to write alot.. hehe

this 2mths holiday i think is the best i can ever have. I went back to Sg first in mid dec to meet up with some of my friends. miss them dearly. met up with my relatives first of cos, met up with mingfen as i have to pass her the blueberry strudle, met up with my buddies from sec sch miss out charmian though.. pity, then met up with my poly friends and of cos a few of the friends from laos trip.

Then i was off to paris to meet up with my mum and dad. we tour the eiffel tower, arc de triomphe, chateau, chambord and many more. we tour paris for 5 days before heading back home at Bordeaux. we rest for a few days and heading to tour Lyon with my dad's collegues. we went to visit the church and snow mountain. played snowball with them.. it was fun. then we headed back bordeaux after 2 days for dinner and my dad went to work. so i stayed home with my mum. accompany her to buy groceries and stuffs while waiting for my sis to arrive in mid Jan.

When my sis came, we went on tour with a tour group to paris and italy. it was great fun. seen lots of historical buildings and took lots of pictures. hehe... the tour took 8 days. bought lots of souviners. End of the tour, we went back paris to get my LVs.. yeah! bought a wallet and key pouch... thks daddy. luv ya!

then we went back home to rest a few days then we were off to Andorra. Its a small country in between France and Spain. We went there for the snow mountain. nice! played snowballs again! the hotel we booked was nice too.. had a kitchen so we had steamboat for dinner. yummy!

then we went home at Bordeaux to help my mum in the CNY function dinner. my mum is in charge of doing the cold dish.. it took us a week. then we went to our ST's CNY dinner... it was fun and we went home and the next day we sat off to our final paris trip. after our trip, me and my sis flew back to S'pore. Miss my parents.

then at S'pore, i manage to meet up with my relatives, 2 of my sec sch buddies and my bowling friends. it was fun and great to meet up with them.. will miss them... hehe.. now back in perth .. uni is abt to start.. going to be busy.... start work 2mr... i shld be ok.. made a lot of changes in life lately.. now is see if i could keep up with and fulfil it... i will do my best... gtg now... blog soon!

I think my sis has fallen for the same guy as me. oh dear! I can tell by the way she talks! she acts more sweet and gentle in front of him. Its not the same attitude in front of her friends. Sigh! I knew it!

I knew she would.. even before she met him. though he didn't say he like either of us.. but even if he did.. i will still give him up for my sis. she know i would. u can call me silly but she is my only sister and she is also like my best friend. I can't lose her! I don't want anything to come between us.

Come to think... if i was him, i would go for someone much older anyway - that would be my sis... lol... oh well... Love... not meant to be lah...

oh... i 've slacked on my blog.... haven keep track of the events for the past 2 weeks... opps...i try to find time... maybe have to wait till i return SG or perth.... hmm... now have to help my mum with her CNY function dinner stuffs... bye!

so scared of my leg. my ankle still hurts when i touch the hollow area. I think i injured my nerves. oh no... i now wear the ankle support all day. my knee seems ok ... i not sure. cos when i touch the side.. its pain but i touch the side of my other knee.. the degree of pain is like the same.. i not sure is i injured both knees or the left knee is ok...

haiz. i shld have read my horoscope on the saturday morning. then this wun happen.

its been only like 2 days and i already miss him.. Oi! snap out of it... its not meant to be lor... i know deep down nothing will happen between us lah... oh well.. life goes on after i return to perth... hehe

oh my poor legs... pls recover... i need u to tour leh... now have to go do excerise on the legs... that is do cycling... haha...

I should post the holidays trip i've been since i went back to Sg and france but haven complete yet as i haven upload the pictures yet but will post soon.. and more to come hehe!

today i will post something abt today. Today he went back to SG. for 2 weeks to get the ingredients for the CNY dinner. its just 2 weeks only so will be ok. YTD he came over as my mum made him soup as he was still sick. then he was jealous my parents dote me and my sis as both of his parents has passed away. then my mum say she already treat him like son. MY GOD! that mean i only can call him BROTHER! wahaha! ok lor! nice having a brother too! hehe!

then b4 he left how nice of him still ask if i want anything from SG. aiyo i know i think toooo..... much lah... i know i know. he only really treat me like xiao mei mei lah... haha... better than nothing lah...

worst is yet to come. today i nearly got knocked over by my dad's car. i did get knocked over but just a little bit. twisted my left knee and my right ankle. it all happen so fast. i only remember talking to my mum then i got hit by my dad. left leg got twisted then right leg nearly went under the wheel.

i still able to walk but a bit aching. nearly gave my dad a heart attack. he never expect me to come out of the road and i never expect him to move. (we were in a carpark) both of us was at fault. my mum was so mad at my dad. she keep saying if he haven stopped in time, i will be under the car! but i'm ok.

came home, rub some chinese medicine and wear knee guard and ankle guard. call my sis she asked me to call a doctor if needed as i had travel insurance. they will cover all expenses. i think i'm really ok now. but i dun know what will happen if we go tour next week. 8 days tour 5 countries. hmm... i hope i will be ok. but it was the scariest thing that happen in my life ever. same goes for my dad. he keep saying this is his first time hitting a person and worst the person is his daughter. i keeping telling him i'm fine. i hope i am i think i am...then my mum say it is a bad year for all 3 of us as she read the chinese horoscope book! pengz! she ask me to be careful when i go back. haiz...ok lah.. i go rest my 2 fat legs.. wahaha!!!

Opps i did it again!

Again, i have fallen for someone i should not have. He is cute, sweet and funny. But i know its impossible. 1: he is 15 yrs older than me; 2: he is my dad's collegue (dun worry he is single); 3: its just impossible.
read my horoscope, it says impossible too. I have to think about a lot of issues. well i think is true. never been in a relationship before no idea what will happen in any situations. like i say i always let my emotions get the better of me. suddenly i feel i'm being very desperate. haha! i do enjoy my single life. do what i want and etc. but yet part of me do feel lonely. maybe i'm all alone in perth. i dun know. haha!

i think when i return to perth, i will forget abt him bah.. haha.. cos i will be so stress with my studies... keke...