Scared the hell out of me

On Tuesday, i received a notice stating i owed Australian Government $1,164.30. OMG! I freaked out! I asked my housemate Emma to help me out on how to resolve this. She helped me called the Australian Tax Office (ATO) and asked why i owed them so much. They checked and asked me question like how long i have been here and etc. After some questions, she said there is good news.

Under Tax Purposes, i am considered a resident and it is different from Immigration point of view. She said many ppl also misunderstood the meaning so all i had to do was write a letter to ATO to apologize about the mistake, state that i misunderstood the meaning and request them to amend my tax refund form. With this letter, later i should receive a cheaque of $430 instead. Phew!

Then when i was writing my letter i realise my working visa has expired. i began another panic attack so i print out the form and fill them up. The next day, i went to Uni to seek confirmation that i'm still a student in Uni then rush down to Immigration Office in the City. Waited for half an hour, it was my turn. Went up, they checked my visa and told me i do not have to re-apply for working visa as it auto extend the expiry date to match my current student visa expiry date. Ok! At least i know that's over.

Then i went for lunch and a bit of shopping. Went in to Esprit and look around. Though on sale, its still very expensive. They have very nice bags and clothes. Then in the end i bought myself a new wallet and an umbrella.

My New Esprit umbrella

Stripes umbrella - like the colours purple and pink

My New Esprit Wallet

My pretty wallet

Inside My Wallet

I also bought myself a pair of earnings and a simple braclet. Actually wanted to get Dior earings, necklace and braclet... but didn't.. maybe i get that for my christmas present and my sis bday. hehe! Broke! lol! Haven been working these past few weeks as i have to study for my mid semester exam. Now have to aim to score well in exam so i could go France with my sister. Yuppy! hehe! My dad said i could go over this summer holidays if i pass this semester so i'm trying my best! :)..

wasted 4 days this week. never study.. bad bad! better study now....

Still thinking of both of them

Lately i had different dreams. it involves them both. seperate dreams of cos. i dun know why i still dream about them. It feels as do i still miss them. i should get over them by now... actually i should be.... i dun know y i still miss them though.. lol... haiz.. what to do.. they dun like me... not their cup of coffee... oh well... better move on with my life.. dun wan to dwell in it like the movie 200 pound girl...

actually really thought about it haiz... my mr right hasn't been found yet... still waiting... better study now

my shoes & my bag

Recently bought a bag and some new shoes. Below are the pics.

My Cherry Shoe... hehe very cute


My pink shoe... in my size.. so happy last pair though but nice


The back of my new bag


The front of my bag. this bag from Charles & Keith


My second pair of boots.. wanted to get a flat one
but could not find in my size. but this boot is nice. hehe


My first brown boots. my mum bought for me.. hehe


Woo~ my favourite sandals from Charles & Keith in my size too.. hehe

Rainbow

Saw a full rainbow on sunday.. very pretty but its so big that i can't get the whole rainbow in one picture so no choice i have to seperate them. Here they are from left to right of the rainbow.





this is prove of the site of the second rainbow

Don't you ever wish you were someone else,

You were meant to be the way you are exactly.

Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.

When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.

And i hope you always stay the same,

Cuz there's nothing about you i would change.

I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be.

If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.

Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,

Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

Believe in yourself.

Reach down inside.

The love you find will set you free.

Believe in yourself, you will come alive.

Have faith in what you do.

You'll make it through.

Kylie's Bday at the Pub

Me and Roselyn

Me and my house mate Emma

My house mate, Emma and Kylie's friend Roseyln.

Oh dear!

oh dear! 2mr is the last day of week 2! i'm terrible! first 2 weeks i already miss 2 lectures! i know i shouldn't but they really bore me out. they accounting system lecture 2 and finance principle lecture 2. oh man! Jen you cannot like that lah!

2 weeks have almost passed and i truly truly only study chapter 1 of law corp as it was the easiest. oh dear!!! finance principle chapter 2 still ok.. dun like chapter 1 though... theories... accounting system and managerial also theories... die...

in 3 weeks is mid sem test and assignments due dates... i better start doing but i always tell myself 2mr... I'm a bad procrastinator!....pls make it go away!

today went to law corp tut, praying so hard not to be liz.. but it was liz... scared to see her... but i keep telling myself nothing to be afraid... be desperate i need the marks! so i went in... so far ok... but i still get stunned when she ask me questions which i shld know especially i done it before.. but i'm still not... what's wrong with me?! i'm slow i guess...

a friend told me not to think like this... she even ask me to write a gratitude journal for myself but i always say bad things about myself.. i'm used to it... though i hate putting myself down but i just too use to it!

i'm 24, i know things have to change but i'm trying... its very hard to change...sigh!

its 8.40pm... still have so much to do!... blog when i have some time later or other time.