haven blog in such a long time.

graduated but jobless. now doing a training course, hopefully i can gain unpaid experience in companies and perform well enough for them to hire me. if not is back to S'pore.

but i feel super guilty if i can't get a job here. i have wasted my dad's money again and again...
so depressed that i can't get any job or even get PR here.

on 18th april, i retaking the IELTS again. I really wish i can get all 7 this time round or else i really don't know what to do anymore.

i think i will be missing her wedding. so sad as i want to go. sigh

as nigel, no news from him for a week. last we chat was 18th of march. I hope is he being a jerk and not replying me rather than something really bad happen.

i keep thinking is something bad happen. i have this feeling is because in the past he gets injured at work. went in hospital a few times.

i should not be having this such strong feelings or even wonder what happen to a person i hardly know. am i over reacting? truly hope is he just being a jerk. at least he still living in the world

i dun know... i keep sms him but he hasn't reply any. i dun know.. sigh...

but i more stress with my life now.. jobless. sigh... tired now.. blog soon